I'm impatient. I want everything all the time. So it has been hard for me to understand the care you must be taking not to push me too hard. These new feelings are so overwhelming I constantly want to push the envelop, want you to take more from me, expect more from me. I now realize that you are careful not to set me up for failure. That your pushes are so subtle that I hardly notice. I have no need to fight against them. You master me perfectly- and I am in such a good place right now. Sometimes the intensity in your eyes frightens me. The way you believe in me scares me even more. I want to strike a perfect balance between challenging you, and making you the most sated man on the planet. I can do it. My endless capacity to be such a good girl of late is so very fabulous. 2 days. When your foot is planted firmly on the back of my neck I will finally be in my happy place.
Velvet undertakings
in light stolen from moon
shadow of your hands
pressed together
meeting to stifle
my breath
and force me to live
you through my pores
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